This is my second attempt at today’s post. The first was a horse devotional, because, after all, this blog is supposed to be related to horses periodically. But in light of the recent events in my life, the devotional seemed trite and not what is really on my heart.

What is on my heart? Gratitude.

Gratitude for the countless friends who have reached out to support my family and me right now. Thank you for your prayers and warm words. I take them to heart.

Gratitude for the five-day nursing-home vigil with my extended family. It gave us all a chance to say goodbye that we would not have had her death came suddenly. I connected and reconnected with my uncles, aunt and cousins in a truly meaningful way. We got caught up on each other’s lives. We shared our grief and concern for grandma. At the end, we hugged — something we don’t often do.

Gratitude for the memories of grandma that were shared during our marathon days and nights. She left her mark on each of our lives in unique ways.

Gratitude for grandma’s 92 years of life, her love and her influence on my life.

And gratitude for the reassurance that grandma is in a better place and that I will see her again someday.

1 Thessalonians 5:16 (NIV): Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.

In case you’re curious, the original devotion will also post today.