Perfect Peace

There’s a verse that I often repeat to myself:

Isaiah 26:3 (NLT):
You will keep in perfect peace
all who trust in you,
all whose thoughts are fixed on you!

Perfect peace.

It seems like an out-of-reach place/thing/state sometimes. On our own, in our society, perfect peace is incomprehensible to most. On your own accord, are you able to attain perfect and lasting peace?

The key to lasting, perfect peace is the second part of the verse – we need to trust God and fix our thoughts on Him. If we’re stressed and anxious, we are not trusting God. If we can train our brains to turn our attention and focus toward God when we are unsettled, he will calm us and help us focus, rationalize and survive. The Holy Spirit cannot move amidst our anxiety and fear. It is inconsistent with who he is.

Recently, I was caught in a flurry of negative emotions towards myself and others. Then the Christian radio station came on and almost instantaneously my edginess and defensiveness began to melt away. The music turned my thoughts towards God. He entered into my thinking and diffused my emotions, bringing a measure of peace. It was a marked difference.

As much as we are able, in the power of the Spirit, we need to change our thinking from worry to trust – fixing our thoughts on God, not our circumstances. Then and only then will we have perfect peace.

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An Inside Look at Haiti

Recently a small mission team from my chuch went to Haiti on a medical mission. My friend Randy sent the letter below summarizing the team’s amazing experience and God’s providence. It gives us all an inside look at life in Haiti today.

Hi Everyone,

We’re home safe, sound, and in many ways changed. After my experience in Haiti, there is no possibility that a person could go there and experience what we did and not come home changed in a dramatic way. I have had the opportunity to travel to several places in the world, but nothing prepared me for what we were to experience once we arrived. As we all know, the news media tends to embellish and sensationalize things to make the news more gripping and to fit their agenda. What I saw in Haiti was the opposite; the media had not done justice on how truly impoverished they were. For the first time, I saw worse than what had been reported. We arrived in Haiti on Friday and it wasn’t until Wednesday that I was finally able to accept what I was witnessing. Yes, it took five days for it to fully sink into my heart. It wasn’t the damages from the earth quake that was so tough to get a grip on it, but instead it was the normal, daily conditions of the Haitians. We as Americans take our lives for granted. We truly have no idea how well we have it until we step out of our comfort zone, just a short 700 miles south of Florida and there we find the worst living conditions on earth.

Photo courtesy of Randy Beadle

One story I heard that really touched my heart was this. Many people are forced to live in tent cities. These tents are even set up in the median between the streets. As we speak, it is the rainy season as it can sometimes rain all night. During these long nights, mothers must stand the entire time, holding their precious, sleeping children protecting them from the wet, muddy ground. It breaks my heart seeing people walk through debris and garbage covered streets and not think twice about it as this is their normal, daily life. On a positive side, I have never been anywhere in the world that I have felt as welcomed as I did in Haiti. It was great to be able to talk with some of the people in the tent cities and the clinic and to be able to feel a real sense of genuine love from deep inside of their being. All in all, this has to be one of the greatest trips I have been on with all that was accomplished and all that was experienced.

Haitian hospital

Many of you have already heard but for those who haven’t, our first full day in Haiti was blessed with nothing short of a miracle from God. We went to the field hospital south of Port au Prince. A baby had been brought there gravely ill with pneumonia. The Dr’s prognosis was that the baby would not survive the night. Baby Edyson’s lungs were totally filled with fluid and all the oxygen that was being pumped into him was going into his abdomen instead of his lungs. Sharon, one of our team nurses, prayed for Edyson as she listened to his chest, concerned for his life. Our team continued the rest of our activities that day and as we were leaving, the Dr again was expressing his fears for Edyson’s ability to make it through the night. We asked if we could go and pray as a team for him and so we did. As we were praying, Edyson opened his eyes big and bright and his oxygen level went to 100%. This is better than normal we found out. By the next morning, the Dr had called the people in charge at World Wide Village and wanted to let them know that our prayers for Edyson had worked and that he was breathing on his own and that it was nothing short of a miracle. How’s that for the start of a week?

“Dr.” Amy diagnosing a patient

Another very big highlight was when we arrived in Luly to offer a “free clinic” for the community. It was decided that the nurses, including my daughter Amy (a nursing student) would be seeing patients, diagnosing ailments, and prescribing medications….essentially they were going to be Drs. Not feeling ready for this type of responsibility, this freaked Amy out a bit (that is stating it mildly). She assumed she would be assisting the doctor taking temps and blood pressures (which ended up being Adam’s job and he too was taken out of his comfort level by being asked to do something he had never done before.) Amy’s fear needed to be put to rest, so there was some time spent in prayer and fears were calmed a bit. As the day progressed, I was able to watch her grow from fear to ability to handle the patients’ ailments and issues with complete knowledge and understanding, but was even more blessed as I watched knowledge go from her head to her heart where she was able to not only treat the ailments, but also share the love and compassion of Jesus with them. It was a moment that would be great for every father to witness in his child’s life. Talk about a proud papa! Now I have a greater understanding of how God feels about each of us as he watches us grow and develop.

Our last full day in Haiti we visited a school that was damaged during the earthquake and because of this, the kids were attending a school made of woven banana leaves for walls and tarps for the roof. It was a blessing to be here as we were able to provide the kids with free examinations, worm medications, and register them for potential sponsorships to help with the expenses for education and one meal a day. I’ve seen these programs, but to be part of one in action was quite an honor

I am sending along some pictures that show a bit of what we were up to as a team and what your prayers and support helped accomplish. Thanks to you we were able to supply the clinic in Luly with hundreds of dollars worth of medications that in the US would have cost thousands. All of us were asked to do something that pushed us a bit out of our comfort zone as we helped the people in Luly. Doug was a pharmacist, Adam was a triage nurse, Amy was a doctor, Sharon was a doctor, and Randy….Well they all just said Randy is being Randy. I think that was a good thing.

May God bless you all as richly as you helped not only bless us, but the way in which you also blessed the people of Haiti with your kindness and generosity.

Thanks again,
Randy and Amy

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Getting By

A theme has emerged in scriptures I’ve studied or heard lately that has really hit me:

God hates indifference. Apathy. Complacency.

Call it what you will but it’s clear that God wants us to sink our entire selves into life. He wants all of us – all our hearts, all our minds, all our emotions, all our time and efforts.

Consider these scriptures as I have lately:
Revelation 3:15: I know all the things you do, that you are neither hot nor cold. I wish that you were one or the other!
Revelation 3:19b: So be diligent and turn from your indifference.
Luke 12:47: And a servant who knows what the master wants, but isn’t prepared and doesn’t carry out those instructions, will be severely punished.
James 4:17: Remember, it is sin to know what you ought to do and then not do it.
Colossians 3:23: Work willingly at whatever you do, as though you were working for the Lord rather than for people.
Ephesians 6:6-7: [Slaves] Try to please them all the time, not just when they are watching you. As slaves of Christ, do the will of God with all your heart. Work with enthusiasm, as though you were working for the Lord rather than for people.

Just Getting By
Do you ever get in the mode of just “getting by” or running on auto-pilot? Do you sometimes think “good enough” on a project? Do you ever grow dull toward life or God? How has thinking or saying “it doesn’t matter” or “whatever” truly mattered in your life?

No Excuses
I admittedly have been somewhat lackidaisical lately. With the emotions wrapped up in moving and the planning and physical work involved, I haven’t focused much on my work or my spiritual needs, or the spiritual yearnings of people around me. These scripture verses opened my eyes. No matter what is going on in life, I need to be engaged, present and firing on all cylinders. A life short of that doesn’t honor God. He blesses those who honor him.

God gives us all things to do that he wants and expects us to complete with enthusiasm and heart. We’re all to share the Gospel and speak truth and hope into people’s lives. When was the last time we did that? If Christ came back tomorrow, will we have finished the work he gave us to do? Would we have done our work with enthusiasm, in a manner that honors God?

I’ve been awakened to life again. I’m excited about work once again. The newness of my routine is fun. The possibilities that lie ahead are intriguing. Life is good. God is great.

A related post: Indifference

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Influencing Others

(c) 2010, Amy S. Lewis

There are times when Ernie and I get along, communicate well and don’t have power struggles. He’s cooperative. Calm. Responsive. He’s settled, leaving behind his nervousness and prancing. It’s wonderful thing.

Positive Force
Reflecting on this blissful connection, I realize Ernie’s nervousness is subdued when mine is – when I am personally more peace-filled because of submission to the Holy Spirit. I am more self assured, less fearful and less concerned about outward appearance. My peace has influenced Ernie.

Responsibility
Just like my demeanor can influence Ernie, so too can our behaviors impact others. There’s responsibility that goes along with the ability to influence. Who may be looking to you as an example? Who looks up to you or seeks your advice? These are the people you influence, and your opinion and approval matter to them.

As Christians, we have the responsibility to honor and respect the people we influence. We have the responsibility to represent Christ. That means keeping conversations confidential, and loving people as Christ loves us. It means directing people’s attention and thoughts to Christ. In some situations, we may be the only person to speak godly truths to someone.

Romans 14:13: So let’s stop condemning each other. Decide instead to live in such a way that you will not cause another believer to stumble and fall.

U de Chile - riot from buda de la kalle

Inciting Others
Keep in mind that we can also get people worked up by our example. In the book of Acts (chapters 13 and 16) those who opposed Paul stirred up the crowds against him – once leading to Paul’s stoning and another causing him to leave town. It only takes one person to start a riot and lead others into sin. That’s why Paul tells us in Philippians 2:14 to live lives pure and blameless.

God Honoring
Take a minute to reflect on your behavior and how it may rub off on others. Would God be honored by your actions and influence? If not, what will you do to change your behavior and be a positive influence? You may be a critical piece in someone else’s journey of faith. Is it time for you to step forward and be used?

Matthew 18:6: But if you cause one of these little ones who trusts in me to fall into sin, it would be better for you to have a large millstone tied around your neck and be drowned in the depths of the sea.

Questions for reflection:
1. In general, how do your actions influence others? Negatively or positively? To act or to stand back? Would God be honored by the way you influence others? What conscious changes can you make today to be a more positive influence on others?
2. How might God want to use you to positively influence those around you?
3. How can you step forward and influence others for Christ today?

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What’s Sacred in Your Life?

If there’s one thing I’ve learned in my 40 years, it’s that nothing is set in stone. The best laid plans are never 100% flawless. What you thought was the plan for your life, may not be where God wants you. So many times I have said “I will never…” only to do that very thing.

When I was younger, I planned to get married when I was 28. Well, that hasn’t exactly played out the way I thought.

I’ve always “prided” myself on never having rented a home/apartment/room in my life. I moved from my mom’s house into a condo I bought shortly after college. From the condo, I bought my house, which I recently sold. Today, I find myself renting a room from a friend. I never planned to be here.

God’s Plan Prevails
I’m learning that we can make our plans but God’s plans trump ours. Nothing in life is sacred but God. Clinging tightly to my agenda, my possessions, my dreams and the people in my life, turns them into idols – and prime targets for being stripped from my life. God may take them to discipline me or simply to teach me that He is all I need. My work. My home. My relationships. Nothing is off limits for God. They’re all substitutes for what truly matters in life – faith in Christ. I may not have a home right now but my relationship with Christ transcends all circumstances.

Offer ‘It’ Up
When was the last time you offered God something you see as a part of you? If God asked you to leave your job, would you? If God told you to change careers, would you? If he told you to move to the inner city, would you go? What if he wanted you move across the country? If he asked you to live forever single, would you give up looking for a spouse? What is sacred in your life? Will you offer it up to God?

Proverbs 16:9 (NLT): We can make our plans, but the Lord determines our steps.

James 4:13-16 (NLT): Look here, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we are going to a certain town and will stay there a year. We will do business there and make a profit.” How do you know what your life will be like tomorrow? Your life is like the morning fog—it’s here a little while, then it’s gone. What you ought to say is, “If the Lord wants us to, we will live and do this or that.” Otherwise you are boasting about your own plans, and all such boasting is evil.

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The Narrow Path

I had a glorious ride with Ernie today. He was calm and collected. And quiet – which is unusual for him when we ride alone. It gave me a chance to relax and just listen to the birds singing, the wind softly rustling the leaves on the large oaks that canopied the dirt path along which we trod. Occasionally frogs would join in the chorus.

The narrow trail

For the most part, our route was precisely carved through the trees, vines and general greenery. It was a narrow path before us. When we did come to an open area on the trail, Ernie went on heighten alert. He became apprehensive. He became edgier as the expanse opened up. He started to fling his head from side to side and began to prance.

“What happened”?

He was so calm and collected. And almost instantly, the broad path before him upset his quiet demeanor.

Following God’s Path
How true this is for us as well. When we’re focused, relatively certain that we’re following the path God has set before us, we typically have peace and assurance. We aren’t distracted by the latest fad and passing temptations. We know that in God’s will is the safest place to be. And we’re content staying there.

Distracted by the Broad Path
There are times, however, that we get distracted by the allure of society. There are so many options – not all of them are right for us. We veer from our God-given path.

The wide-open trail has many distractions

In Matthew 7:13-14 (NLT), Jesus warns us, “You can enter God’s Kingdom only through the narrow gate. The highway to hell is broad, and its gate is wide for the many who choose that way. But the gateway to life is very narrow and the road is difficult, and only a few ever find it.”

On the broad path, there are many distractions and temptations. There are momentary pleasures and a multitude of friends. But in the end, the fun ends, the friends fade and life lacks meaning.

Which road will you choose – the one that brings lasting peace and contentment, or the one of momentary highs and superficiality?

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An Antidote

We all know that change can be hard. We each move through it and adapt differently and at our own pace.

Getting settled
I’m slowly getting settled in my new place of residence. A few (very few) of my personal things moved with me and are now providing familiarity and comfort in my one-room haven. One of the items that was spared from storage was a little plaque that reads “Give Thanks.” I’ve placed it prominently above the light switch in my bedroom so that I will see it often.

It’s my reminder to focus on what’s right rather than on what is “wrong” or uncomfortable or different in times of transition, which can lead to bitterness and negativity. The plaque goes on to quote 1 Thessalonians 5:18: “Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.”

Notice it says ALL circumstances.

It doesn’t say be thankful only when life is going well but rather be thankful in ALL circumstances. When life is challenging, disappointing, full of sadness and change, give thanks to God. Even when times are tough, there are still reasons to be thankful.

A list
So, in my new reality, here’s the list of things for which I thank God:
- a roof over my head
- more free time because I don’t have to mow the lawn, refinish the deck or sealcoat the driveway
- income to pay my rent
- a strong circle of family and friends who pick me up when I’m down
- new experiences (learning how to live someone else (and cats!))
- knowledge that God’s at work in my life, in me and in my circumstances
- knowledge that God’s plans for me are for good, not evil, to give me hope and a future
- my health and physical abilities
- Ernie
- wonderful memories of 12 years in my old house and neighborhood
- the freedom to read — and write — about God without threats to my life

Focusing on that list, it’s easier to stay positive and hopeful. It helps me keep a healthy perspective. Life may bring changes but changes won’t kill me and that which doesn’t kill me, will make me stronger.

For what are you thankful today? How has intentionally expressing gratitude to God helped you through change or difficulties in your life?

Psalm 138:1-2 (NLT): I give you thanks, O Lord, with all my heart;
I will sing your praises before the gods.
I bow before your holy Temple as I worship.
I praise your name for your unfailing love and faithfulness;
for your promises are backed
by all the honor of your name.

See also Psalm 136.

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Transparency

There’s an ongoing debate/discussion in our society, particularly in the communications profession to which I belong: how much personal information does one share on social media sites like Facebook and Twitter. With updates searchable on the Internet and available to nearly anyone, what is safe to share? What is too much? What’s appropriate?

Your posts say a lot about you — the company you keep, how you spend your free time, what you value, where you’re going and what you’re doing. Have you ever considered, whether you really want to share all that information with Joe Smith from high school who you haven’t seen in years? Do you really want virtual strangers to know your coming and going? I often think twice about letting my social networks know when I’m traveling to protect myself from people with dishonest intentions. Someone could easily break into my house knowing when I’m away. I’ve heard stories of people who weren’t hired for a job because of content on their Facebook pages.

Say Anything

Here’s the deal: as Christians, we should be able to post anything to social sites because Christians are to live pure and blameless lives — as people with nothing to hide and nothing of which to be ashamed. Transparent.

Ephesians 4:25 (NIV): Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to his neighbor, for we are all members of one body.

Complete transparency is freeing.

If you live a completely transparent Christian life, you don’t need to remember what you said to whom. You don’t have to hide behind walls or facades that keep the real you hidden from others. You can just be you, shining your light brightly for Christ. You don’t need to worry about what Joe Smith from high school knows or thinks. You don’t have to be concerned about what a potential employer may learn about you through Facebook. You have nothing to hide. You might even want to open up the privacy settings on Facebook to let more people know about your commitment to Christ and living an upright life.

How do you decide what information you’ll share on Facebook, Twitter, Flickr, etc.? What can you do today to live more transparently?

1 Peter 2:12 (NLT): Be careful to live properly among your unbelieving neighbors. Then even if they accuse you of doing wrong, they will see your honorable behavior, and they will give honor to God when he judges the world.

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Wake-up Calls

I received a wake-up call Friday night. It was the second one this week. I guess some things just take a while to get through my thick head. 

Tuesday, a friend told me he lost his job. He’s a father of two and his wife stays home with the kids. Friday, I called a friend because I had missed her birthday on Thursday. In the back of my mind I thought I had a good excuse since Thursday was moving day. A week before when she and I traded emails, I learned her dad was in the hospital. Her dad was still in the hospital Friday and at one point during the week, the doctors told her that he wasn’t going to make it*. 

Whoa. Where is my head? 

I’ve been so self-consumed - moving, setting up a temporary residence, etc. – that I had lost all perspective. A good friend received one of the most devastating messages in her life and I’m worried about being inconvenienced by moving in with a friend? The sole provider of a family now faces unemployment. There are others I know who are battling cancer or are going through separation and divorce. 

Reality check. 

Tragedy by cnynfreelancer

 

Wrapped Up 

Sometimes we can get so wrapped up in our own problems that we can’t see beyond them. I was in that place. I was having my own pity party that I missed the opportunity to be a friend and a light into others’ darkness. My situation comes with its struggles but the reality is that no one has died. I’m not going to be homeless. My stuff that will be in storage is just stuff, which I will learn to live without. (Suddenly selling all my stuff and following Jesus seems a whole lot more doable.) And, more importantly, when we take our eyes off from our problems to help others, our problems don’t seem so overwhelming. By focusing on our problems and staying stuck, we exacerbate the issue. It becomes magnified in our minds. Shift your thinking to someone or something else. 

Do your problems seem insurmountable today? Who in your life may be facing more daunting circumstances? How can you reach out to them? Don’t miss your chance to lend an ear or a shoulder to a friend this week. And remember, God walks with us – sometimes even carries us – through our difficulties. He will never allow anything in your life that you cannot handle in his strength. 

2 Corinthians 12:9-10 (NLT): Each time he said, “My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.” So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ can work through me. That’s why I take pleasure in my weaknesses, and in the insults, hardships, persecutions, and troubles that I suffer for Christ. For when I am weak, then I am strong. 

Romans 12:15 (NLT): Be happy with those who are happy, and weep with those who weep. 

* Do you know of any books that help prepare people for death – both the person and the family? My friend asked for recommendations.

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Following Willingly

(c) Amy S. Lewis, 2010

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Ernie and his pasture mates nap under the shade of a drooping tree every summer afternoon. Periodically when I retrieve him from the pasture, he’s more than reluctant to leave behind his friends and solitude – especially knowing that any time I’m around it means work. I’m usually in a hurry when I show up. And pulling a 1,000-pound horse quickly exhausts my patience. I tug on the lead rope a few times to tell Ernie to move faster. It doesn’t help. He stretches out his neck but keeps his same lazy saunter. It doesn’t matter how fast I walk or how hard I pull, he chooses his pace and lets me know of his disdain for going where I want him to go.  

I suspect that’s how we often follow God, reluctantly, dragging our feet and maybe complaining along the way. Do we trust Him implicitly and accept His guidance as the best path for our lives? Does God need to tug at our hearts to get us to obey Him or to do what we know we as Christians we’re called to do?

Jonah is a Biblical example of what happens when we don’t follow God’s direction. While God may not cause us to be thrown overboard from a ship and be swallowed by a fish, he may allow difficulty in our lives until we find our way back into his will. Once Jonah admitted he was being stubborn and agreed to be obedient to God, his life was began going smoothly again.

Our service to Him should be done with a joyful heart. Remember our obedience, or lack of, is a sign to others of our heart for God.

Matthew 7:21: “Not everyone who calls out to me, ‘Lord! Lord!’ will enter the Kingdom of Heaven. Only those who actually do the will of my Father in heaven will enter.” 

Ecclesiastes 7:13: “Accept the way God does things, for who can straighten what he has made crooked?”

 Questions for Reflection:

1. How have you responded to God in the past? How can you commit to following God more willingly today?

2. Describe one time when you followed him implicitly. How did it feel? What was the outcome? Contrast that with a time when you didn’t follow him.

3. Following God willingly requires us to trust him. Do you? What might your life look like if you trusted God more fully?

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