Competition

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As I prepared to interact with my competitors face-to-face, I thought about what the Bible has to say about how to treat people – our enemies. We are to love them. We are to live in harmony with them. We are to pray for them. I read over those verses. And I felt totally convicted, and then strangely filled with peace.

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Stone bruises

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Ernie and I have been riding on our dirt road frequently. The road is covered with not-so-crushed rocks that hurt Ernie’s feet. We continue riding on the road even though it’s not comfortable for Ernie because it’s quick and convenient, and it’s what we know.
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Quietness

The best rides are the ones when Ernie is calm, collected and quiet. There’s a oneness between us. We both have a sense of peace and trust. We’re able to hear the wind in the trees, the crunch of dried leaves beneath his feet and the creaking of the saddle leather as it moves with Ernie’s muscles.

I’ve learned over the years to cherish quiet. Most days, if you were to come to my house, you would notice silence. A friend who visited recently commented, “You don’t have any music on. We always have music on at home.” A former co-worker observed similarly the silence that I prefer when I’m working. When I awake, I don’t turn on the radio or the television. To do so actually frazzles and irritates me. I need silence, especially in the morning. I cherish it all day long. 

I didn’t used to be this way. I used to run with music, drive to music, cook to music, clean to music, get ready for work to music. You get the picture. I used to come home from work and plop myself down in front of the television for hours.

But that all gradually changed.

Solitude by Amy Loves Yah

I learned to cultivate contentment in silence. I learned that in silence I sense God’s presence and to hear his voice. I settle my mind and think more clearly when it’s quiet. I’m not distracted by noise, music lyrics or a tune. I can more easily pray. Like a quiet ride with Ernie, God and I are closer in the quiet – there’s a oneness.

The peace of God guards my heart and mind.

Question: How do you feel about silence and why?

Isaiah 30:15 (NIV): In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength…

Job 3:25-26 (NLT): What I always feared has happened to me.
      What I dreaded has come true.
 I have no peace, no quietness.
      I have no rest; only trouble comes.

Psalm 29:11 (NLT):  The Lord gives his people strength.
      The Lord blesses them with peace.

He Hasn’t Moved

An added thought to my previous post…

As I mentioned previously, Ernie hasn’t moved. I have. He is right where he’s always been, waiting for me when I decide I have the time for him.

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It’s often that way with God, too. He hasn’t moved. I have. 

I’m the one who chooses to forego my quiet time on occasion, to try to do things in my own strength or to let the busyness of life pull me away from my Center. All the while, God is patiently waiting for me — eagerly waiting for me — to draw near to him. He misses my dependence on him and I subconsciously do as well.

I know when I’ve moved away from God – I am more easily frazzled. I’m crabby. I have no peace. I’m impatient and short tempered. I see through people rather than into people. When I’m conscious enough to recognize these signs, I make every effort to move back toward God.

And find he’s right where he’s always been. Fully available to me.

Waiting for me.

Question: What are the signs in your life that you’ve moved away from God?

“This is what the Lord of Heaven’s Armies says: Return to me, and I will return to you, says the Lord.” Zechariah 1:3

Let us go right into the presence of God with sincere hearts fully trusting him. Hebrews 10:22 (NLT)

Isaiah 30:15 (NLT):  This is what the Sovereign Lord,
      the Holy One of Israel, says:
   “Only in returning to me
      and resting in me will you be saved.
   In quietness and confidence is your strength.

Return to the Lord your God, for he is merciful and compassionate, slow to get angry and filled with unfailing love. Joel 2:13 (NLT)